This Is What Happens

 

It starts with frustration and embarrassment.

​The first step is walking through the door.

​Perfection isn’t necessary at this stage. Just do something.

​Quickly you’ll see some progress in the gym.

​Now it’s on.

​A new belief this might work.

​Next comes the small visual changes.

​“See that? That wasn’t there last week.”

​You'll feel excited. You like these changes.

​You'll start looking at food differently.

​You’ll start saying no to alcohol.

​Family and friends are confused.

​Your appetite and energy levels increase.

​You’ll start to sleep better.

​Suddenly, the little things matter.

​Gym progress has gone from never to frequent gains.

​People start to notice your changes.

​“Have you been working out?”

​Training now has a meaning.

​You’ve become obsessed with hitting PBs every time you walk into the gym.

​Weighing food isn’t as torturous as you’d been led to believe.

​You take menus more seriously now.

​“Sorry, how much does the chicken weigh?”

​Meal prep is no longer a chore. Instead, it’s just part of your daily routine.

​Your schedule starts getting planned around training and eating.

​“How long will this take? I need to eat.”

​You’ll start to talk about training in everyday conversations.

​You'll think about reps and sets while trying to focus on “more important” things.

​You begin to notice people's eating habits and what others do in the gym.

​You find yourself rolling your eyes a lot.

​Family and friends become less supportive.

​“This isn’t sustainable.”

​They’ll start pushing old habits on you believing this is just a fad.

​“A little bit won’t hurt.”

​Some “friends” drop off. You’re no longer fun. You’re boring. You’ve “changed.”

​Yes, you have.

​Old clothes no longer fit. A new wardrobe needs to be purchased.

​You carry yourself differently.

​You feel stronger.

​You walk with more confidence.

​People will look at you when you enter a room. Many out of secret jealousy, hidden by outward disgust.

​You catch people staring at different body parts while trying to have a conversation.

​“Excuse me. My eyes are up here.”

​Random people start asking for advice on the best way to get in shape.

​People feel the need to touch you.

​Not training isn’t an option.

​It’s your happy place.

​Time away from it brings anxiety and agitation.

​Those who don’t understand will call it an obsession. An addiction.

​But it’s no more an obsession than breathing or sleeping.

​It’s just what you do.

​It’s part of life.